I don't know if you'll read this, person who will remain anonymous, but I really hope you reconsider. I love you, and in the terrible outcome that is you going through with this, it would be one of the saddest days of my life. I know we have never met person to person before, but I honestly think that what you and me had, in terms of friendship and understanding each other, was really important to me. I hope you feel the same way, even if not in the same magnitude that I feel towards you.
Sincerly, Jeffry "Squiggles" Zamjahn.